It’s been a bit quiet around these parts lately; there has been a lot going on. Those who follow me on Instagram will know that over the past few months I have left my job and become self-employed. It has been a period of rapid growth as I rediscover existing skills while also learning new ones. I have been surprised by just how quickly the course of my business has been set and how clear my goals, dreams and wishes have become.
I am an avid writer and skilled proofreader. That is the core of my business; writing and editing texts for clients. I also write for myself, on all things to do with the topic of inclusivity. I cover racial, gender and LGBTQIA+ issues, body acceptance, and mental health, always exploring these through an empathetic lens. It has been revelatory to tap into the source of exactly which subjects I want to write about and what contribution I want to make to the world.
In addition to my passion for writing, I have always harbored a secret desire to be a public speaker. Like my writing, however, I was unsure what I wanted to talk about. I now have a specific purpose, and I dedicating myself to pursuing it.
In June I had my first public speaking experience at Creative Mornings’ ‘Audience Takes the Stage’ event. It was a digital event and felt so unique to speak to a group of people from the comfort of my own bedroom. 2020 has been quite the year, hasn’t it?
Last week, I had my second public speaking experience ever, and my first one on a stage. Out of a total of 101 applicants, I was selected as 1 of the 10 finalists for TEDxAmsterdamWomen’s 2020 Talent Night.
Each of us had 3 minutes on the stage to pitch a short-form version of our TEDx talk within the theme ‘Courage to Connect.’ 3 short minutes to win over the judges. The winner would receive a spot at the TEDx Main Stage on December 2nd as well as a tailor made mentorship created by the NN Group.
As this was my first time speaking on a podium, there was quite some preparation involved. I was determined to do well, so I practiced. A lot. I repeated the words over and over, practiced intonation and pauses. We dissected my walk, how I use my hands. We drilled the use of the clicker into my head. I practiced so much that the day before the talk, I was afraid I might lose my voice.
Watching this video and seeing the photos, I am glad I put in the practice. I am proud of how at home I looked onstage. Remembering the evening, I am glad that I had fun. To recall just how much I enjoyed using my skills.
I didn’t win the competition in the end. I will not be on the main stage in December, which, of course was something I had hoped for.
What I did get, however, was a confirmation. I have proven to myself that I have what it takes to be a public speaker.
This may have been my first time, but I am certain it will not be my last.
Watch my talk here:
The full video is on YouTube for a limited time if you would like to see all of the speakers (including, of course, the winner Nadya van der Sluis!). It will, however, be taken down sometime soon.
Nicole Römer 